Okay so the vegitarian thing didn't work out. I had high hopes but prepared very little for it. I learned a girl can not live off veggies alone, and I don't really have the ambition to learn how to cook a wider variety of vegitarian meals.

Time again to find a new approach.

Two weeks ago I went with my friend Laura to rejoin weight watchers. We were members before but I had to quit when I got pregnant with the boy. She quit going when I did, because, lets face it, trying to loose on your own is just no fun! She had great success with it however, and I believe she will continue to great. My success story on weight watchers was not as happy however. I only lost about fifteen pounds. To be fair I didn't really put the effort into I could have because I was alot thinner than I am now and was happy where I was. I wanted to loose more but didn't really mind if I didn't.

So, I'm starting over again. At my first weight in, I tipped the scales at 194.8. So that means I have actually gained weight since I started this. Wednesday is our weight in day and I showed a 1.2 pound loss. Everyone said it was good, but I'm less than encouraged.

The other thing I have to start over is my exersize routine. I haven't shown my elliptical the love the deserves in I don't know how long. I was up to doing 30 min and sometimes more on the days my kids let me do more. Now I will start again by doing ten at a time and working my way from there, just like I did before. I already did my ten for today and added some nice squats in afterwards. Every little bit counts! Always!

Its so discouraging. I did so good for so long on exersizing every day eating better than most people I know and still I hardly lost a pound. I never stopped trying but stopped trying as hard, but now its back at it. I can't spend the rest of my life fat.